Unbearable Pain: A Personal Struggle Against the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a gloomy weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a intense sensation sprang behind my right eye. Then came quick jolts, similar to lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the discomfort subsided and then returned with greater force. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried ibuprofen, but the pain remained unbearable.
The attacks appeared repeatedly that fall, and once more in the spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then the late winter. I could predict the pattern: aura in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-blown pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
This condition typically begin with intense pain around a single eye that lasts up to three hours.
About one in 1,000 individuals suffer by the condition, and men are more frequently affected. Cluster headaches typically start with abrupt, severe pain focused on one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in periodic cycles; others have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of long symptom-free periods.
What connects patients is the intensity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate found a significant percentage of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts during attacks; the figure fell to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Wales, isn't surprised. Her episodes started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her teens, similar to several triggers, made things worse. After having sherry at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often mistook her episodes as intoxicated episodes. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during episodes. Her definitive identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.
Nevertheless, the failure to organize daily activities around erratic pain took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the simple liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across history. “The first account of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write authors in a book on the topic. They linked the ailment to an malevolent entity who afflicted his victims' heads.
Historical healing texts propose bizarre remedies for what modern observers would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was recognised as a separate disorder, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very intense headache happening and vanishing each day at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only formally classified by international medical societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major artery that delivers blood to the brain. Leading specialists in diagnosing the condition explain this.
In 1998, scientists released the results of a study for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.
In spite of such progress, diagnosis remains slow. One man's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had four operations before eventually being diagnosed in recently, after a physician researched his symptoms.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He works by eliminating other primary head pain disorders, such as migraine, before confirming the disorder. A detailed history is crucial: on which side do signs occur? For how much time? What season? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific features such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But many first go to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from the condition for most of her life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a calm volunteer guided me through oxygen therapy and medication until the attack eased.
Official guidance on management advise that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which apparently helps manage the bouts of some individuals.
But consultant specialists argue the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined clinical process and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the cycle determines the approach.” Brief cycles with infrequent episodes are handled with acute therapy alone. Longer or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals.
The official guidelines need revising to reflect a